You like to drift
in the dark.
You
can see in the inky blackness, the blackness that might or might not be the
colour of velvet, the squid ink that cocoons you. Twists and wraps itself
around you. Sinew around viscera.
You
touch the dark. Or is it that the dark touches you? You get the two confused. What
texture is dark? Think about it. Is it like soot? Is it like a shard of coal? Dusty?
Something there but not there? The blackness feels thin and dry to you, like
gauze. Or grit in your mouth. Sometimes you see through it, but you won’t divulge
what you see. You don’t want to frighten the children. You can see in the dark
but it isn’t sight that enables you to see. It’s some other sense. You have
more than five. Only some of you know how to
use them all.
The
dark rushes and roars and whispers to you. Do you hear it? Quiet! It murmurs while it soars, and you have to listen carefully.
It’s obvious it talks to you. But you are getting ahead of yourself. Sigh. You should
start at the beginning.
In
the beginning you could only smell the darkness. Hearing it, tasting and
feeling it, took time to learn. You were but a splintering. Born in blackness. When
you slithered out the moons were baby’s fingernails. They were the first things you
saw—apart from the dark, which was a welcome relief after all that brittle
white light.
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